Asylummn

sometimes we think we're doing okay,
only to realize thats not true.

I should probably start taking my medicine again,
i didn't realize that i'm not well
or maybe thats just someone telling me that.

i'm afraid to think something is wrong with me,
and then go and put chemicals in my brain,
shouldn't i use my body in the natural state it's in?
is it not meant to be that way?
i'm confused.


however, when i think about it,
when i was taking pills,
as in venalafaxine i probably need