Asylummn

and i was screaming to god,
begging him to let me make it through safely.

It seems like I've been given countless trials as of lately,
both happy, and sad.
life it pretty challenging these days.
but i need to keep doing what i'm doing,
work to better myself,
and not stop.

I need to not listen to the bittersweet cooing of those i don't quite trust.
There is a reason for that,
my body tells me.

I'm happy to be where i am,
i'm grateful to be breathing the air i breathe,
and for my family,
to have such great parents.

I may not have realized it until recently,
but i have a wonderful family, they all care for me very much,
and we all seem to share a special spark.
I'm so fortunate that i was placed on this earth with blood connected to such great souls.
I will try my best,
to make not only myself proud, but them as well.

It's difficult for me to say this,
but god does have a plan for me,
he has something so unique planned for me,
a way for me to use the talents I've been given for him.