Asylummn

I'm content to finally be able to have some caffeine running through my veins.
I think anxiety is a common sag thing,
as a lot of us are troubled people.
we are high strung,
or under strung...
and can't easily settle down.
we've always been that temperamental child in class,
or that girl who's' slightly off.

either way,
I've found that by utilizing my flaws and faults,
by finding a niche for each of them.
Because we are designed by purpose,
and all of it is means to fit into a certain place.
regardless of who you are.

Also

in other words

i'm itching to get a peacock feather.

I want three feathers tied together with a red ribbon.

Badly.

I'll think about it for some time more,

but the idea just won't leave me,

and with being in my new apartment all alone,

and having way too much time to think

it wont vanish from my head.

i think this summer i'm just going to bury my face in books,

and read and read and read.

i love it so.