Asylummn

As i'm sitting here alone.
a few things are going through my mind.
About how lonely i feel, yet i'm surrounded by all these busy bodies.
the only problem is
I want this.
I'm so caught up in between everything.
I want this this this this
Crying in my car.
Threatening to beat one another.
We really do bring out the worse in one another.
But, we also bring out the best.
those bad times,
are equally mirrored by good times.
 Those summer mornings,
waking up,
hair a mess.
I miss it all.
and to think that its nearly been a year.
If i tell you something ,
its that i have certainly learned more from you than any other lover.
It's not that i can't figure out why,
its just that your practically the same person as me,
a mirror image,
its like looking into the mirror and having a relationship with yourself.
can you just think of how difficult that might be.


I see all these kids, with their happy faces,
and i want one of them for myself,
one that understands what i'm talking about
not one that thinks i'm speaking as a foreigner

Someone, i won't be embarrassed to introduce to people.
someone that will hold their head up as high as me,
and tell me to sit the fuck down.
I'm not saying i need someone that is mean, but rather someone that can be right on my level
as equals.
mind, and body alike, as one.