Asylummn

Always going to miss,

always going to be a trade off.

It's important to remember,

what wasn't there,

or who wasn't there.

Mind and body, and those feelings.

It'll be okay,

i'm just a little ill.

Time has this unique way of giving back to those who gave too her.

Granting fairy kisses,

tickling your nose as you fall asleep.

and suddenly everything is there again.

you wake up to nine o' clock light, pouring in through the summer windows.

Twin sized beds, rooms all the same.

So why not instead of dwelling,

build yourself up.

From where you were,

concentrate.

spend those mornings by yourself,

and relearn what you once though you were sure of.

Think,

spend time at the park alone,

reading, observing, breathing.

We can only we happy with others, when we are at peace with ourselves,

and I find this to be the biggest case.

May it be the pace of your body changing,

someone taking notice,

awakening you to something you try so hard to hide.

Gain some experience.

find your mind.

Sit alone.