Asylummn

I'm still really undecided about everything.

I like you, but things shouldn't be like this.
I deserve so much better, remember when you used to tell me that?

Well now your that person, and since I'm attached I don't know what i'll do with myself.

Your always distracted, and i have a difficult time dealing with that.

I need someone that will fall into a coma with me, not stand across the field and stare.

In fact, I'm scared to even talk to you.

Maybe because I have to bite my tongue to keep from crying about everything.

Now that I'm aware of the rules,

I'm playing by everything.

If you would please feed me something, that would make me happy.

I've been on the edge of completely breaking everything for months now,

but every time i get close enough to taste you pull me back in,

and i feel the security i'm constantly fumbling over.

Its miserable. I need better.