Asylummn

I love boys that hand me fresh coffee. I love seeing someones aura, and knowing. I love walking barefoot on summer nights being nervous. I love accomplishing shit.

I'm actually really not sure what this post is about.

To: many lovers.

however, i was just thinking about how the ones i'm most interested in, always seem too disappoint me the most. I waited around for you for a couple months, but still, nothing. I would love to think that you were just a waste of time, but that would be incorrect. Just more of a transformation period person. That is okay though. I'm perfectly okay with it all. I'm happy, not because I've found another soul i like better. but because i learned something. I've got this theory that whatever higher power we believe in, gives us lovers, not too mend or break our hearts and minds, but too teach us lessons in subjects we lack. I also realize that what goes around, comes around, and eventually you will come back around to me. It all will, and by then i'll be moved far on too better people and faster motion. Thank you though. For dinner, and some wisdom. You really did fascinate me, and i don't know if your just coldly turned away for some particular reason that is out of my control or what the deal is.