Well,
Its been near two months now.
My body is back into its cycle of movement and overuse for temporary pleasure.
Don't think we've talked in three weeks.
Lets keep it that way.
I'm going to try my best too forget the arguments
but be sure to keep the bittersweet lessons intact.
throwin' lingerie at my feet.
making me cry like a little girl.
that was the breaking point.
since, I've been in consistent motions.
attempting to find a niche, I think i'm doing a good job.
Regardless, i'm doing wonderful.
Letting you go from my reign
took some effort.
took some tears.
but i had to let myself run away,
in this process mother please lay my heart down to sleep.
I'm still praying to god that i will awake in the morning.
Begging that i'll wake up.
Please
Please
Please
my eyes though, they were closed for a reason.
too keep my body relaxed for impact.
He had heard my prayers before i had asked.
So now i have got this shell for a body
my selfish heart is somewhere in between
and i'm going to be all fresh and pretty
when she's all healed up clean.
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