Asylummn

I'm a bit uncertain at the moment.

I see all of these different people,
their behavior,
which doesn't benefit my own.

But then mine has no impact on them.

and i'm so confused.
Trying to do what i feel is right,
It may not be the or others,
but its all i know.

I fail to see the evils others are spying
laying underneath blankets, or sheen's.

Perhaps their just translucent articles of a bed sheet.
waiting to pull apart their very string of cotton,
and wrap me up in it.
so tight, until little bits Peirce my skin.

What to do. What to do.

Keep everything? adjust for others

or stay how i am, because eventually its going to be different.

Right as I'm powering on, people are shutting me off.
trying to tear it all away, and keep me where i was before.
in a dark room,
curtains closed,
brick walls,
restraint,
restraint
restrain,
I don't want to be kept in your little box.
please god,
please no.


I don't want it to hurt, and the shivers are already starting to come back.
My coping method is setting itself up.