Asylummn

I'm really sorry how badly I have screwed everything up. People say its you, but its not. I'm selfish, and its all my fault.
I take, i never give.
I took all your love,
I gave you little of mine.

I miss those light nights. That feeling i got when you were on your way to get me. How incredibly happy and broken i was at the same time.
The feeling of the asphalt warm from the hot days sun underneath my feet.
That one beer i snuck.
Sleeping in your truck, and making a fire.
How you honestly tried to figure me out.
To give me what i wanted.

Thats over though, this is a new phase.
A new chapter of my life.
I don't know what makes it any different than other ones.
Its safe to say though,
your my first love.

I'll always have a soft spot in my weak heart for you.