Asylummn

I don't think i'm happy anymore.

Nothing brings me joy.

No pleasure.

Nothing pleases.

Nothing appeals.

Its just cold, and windy.

I feel caged, and after i'm let out,

too free.

Like the free air, is surrounding my body,

and giving me a false sense of comfort.

I Not only lead a double life,

several of them.

What my goal is,

i don't know.

What i'm living for,

I don't know.

What i want,

i don't know.

How i feel,

i know.

The cause of my feelings,

i know.